Chikondi
i dont know if you are ever gonna read this...i wanna thank you for everything you are to me and for your love and support.
i know that a lot if the times i behave like a little boy but i am trying to be a man and i am getting better everyday...the real reason i decided to cut down on drinking was when i realised that it is driving a wedge between us and i never want to look back one day and think that i lost you because of the bottle. the last two weeks have actually been great (not because we were broken up) because i didnt have alcohol in the system and i could control my moods...it makes sense why i am always down...(cos the a-a-a-alcohol is a depressant)...anyway i am losing my train of thought.
what i want to say is that you are not making a mistake by taking a chance on me (you have bet on a winner). i love you with all i have and my life without you is empty and hollow............................................................................................................................................................YOU COMPLETE ME.
Friday, October 30, 2009
Friday, October 9, 2009
Sunday, October 4, 2009
song on my mind...Slide, Goo Goo Dolls
Could you whisper in my ear The things you want to feel I'll give you anythingTo feel it comin'
Do you wake up on your ownAnd wonder where you are You live with all your faultsI wanna wake up where you areI won't say anything at all So why don't you slide Yeah we're gonna let it slideDon't you love the life you killedThe priest is on the phone Your father hit the wall Your ma disowned youDon't suppose I'll ever knowWhat it means to be a manSomething I can exchangeI'll live around hereI wanna wake up where you areI won't say anything at all So why don't you slide Mmmmm slideAnd I'll do anything you everDreamed to be completeLittle pieces of the nothing that fallOh May put your arms around meWhat you feel is what you areAnd what you are is beautifulOh May do you wanna get marriedOr run away....YeahAnd I'll do anything you everDreamed to be completeLittle pieces of the nothing that fallOh oh oh May put your arms around meWhat you feel is what you areAnd what you are is beautifulOh May do you wanna get marriedOr run awayI wanna wake up where you areAnd I'll do anything you everDreamed to be completeLittle pieces of the nothing that fallAnd I'll do anything you everDreamed to be completeLittle pieces of the nothing that fallOh Oh Oh slide(Just slide between the sheets of all the beds you never knew)Yeah slideWhy don't you slide into my roomJust slide into my roomOh, we'll run away, run away, run away
Do you wake up on your ownAnd wonder where you are You live with all your faultsI wanna wake up where you areI won't say anything at all So why don't you slide Yeah we're gonna let it slideDon't you love the life you killedThe priest is on the phone Your father hit the wall Your ma disowned youDon't suppose I'll ever knowWhat it means to be a manSomething I can exchangeI'll live around hereI wanna wake up where you areI won't say anything at all So why don't you slide Mmmmm slideAnd I'll do anything you everDreamed to be completeLittle pieces of the nothing that fallOh May put your arms around meWhat you feel is what you areAnd what you are is beautifulOh May do you wanna get marriedOr run away....YeahAnd I'll do anything you everDreamed to be completeLittle pieces of the nothing that fallOh oh oh May put your arms around meWhat you feel is what you areAnd what you are is beautifulOh May do you wanna get marriedOr run awayI wanna wake up where you areAnd I'll do anything you everDreamed to be completeLittle pieces of the nothing that fallAnd I'll do anything you everDreamed to be completeLittle pieces of the nothing that fallOh Oh Oh slide(Just slide between the sheets of all the beds you never knew)Yeah slideWhy don't you slide into my roomJust slide into my roomOh, we'll run away, run away, run away
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
The New New Man
In the beginning there was the man, in fact there was the man in the 70's and the 80's...think Arnie in Terminator, Lundgren, Sly Stallone in Rocky and Rambo, these were the good times where a man used to go hunting and mow the lawn and fix his OWN car on a Saturday with his boys while downing a cold one with his boys, with a big fat steak in the distance...This was attractive then men were men, chest hairs and all
Enter the 90's, along with that came David Beckham, pedicures and the "wet look". All of a sudden you werent a real man if you didnt put on moisturiser and a light shade of lipstick...this is what i call the new man...we were now forced to adapt in order to prove that we were manly we had to become girly, instead of hanging in pubs chugging down litre draughts we started chilling in bars, sipping on martinis and snacking on finger foods...pink became the new blue and we were forced to recite gay shit like"i'm so comfortable in my sexuality that i am confident enough to wear pink"
As with all things, shit does come full circle...the new new man is here now. who or what is this new new man? is the guy who has been put down for far to long as it tired of acting gay to prove that he is straight, don't get me wrong the metrosexual era did bring about some good...but we took it to the far extreme, men are becoming men again albeit in secret, men are "working" an extra 30 minutes a day just to sneak in a beer with the boys, they are refusing to wear bright pink shirts...the good days are coming back and man am i excited
Enter the 90's, along with that came David Beckham, pedicures and the "wet look". All of a sudden you werent a real man if you didnt put on moisturiser and a light shade of lipstick...this is what i call the new man...we were now forced to adapt in order to prove that we were manly we had to become girly, instead of hanging in pubs chugging down litre draughts we started chilling in bars, sipping on martinis and snacking on finger foods...pink became the new blue and we were forced to recite gay shit like"i'm so comfortable in my sexuality that i am confident enough to wear pink"
As with all things, shit does come full circle...the new new man is here now. who or what is this new new man? is the guy who has been put down for far to long as it tired of acting gay to prove that he is straight, don't get me wrong the metrosexual era did bring about some good...but we took it to the far extreme, men are becoming men again albeit in secret, men are "working" an extra 30 minutes a day just to sneak in a beer with the boys, they are refusing to wear bright pink shirts...the good days are coming back and man am i excited
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
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